Wednesday, September 24, 2008

DOC,SHARE YOUR INSANITY

INSANITY? I THINK IT IS BEST DESRIBED AS PASSION.


Who is exactly a doctor? Most of us will easily pop up with the answer such as, A person who incredibly has such medical knowledge to treat the patients. But, is that all about about a doctor himself/herself? I would see it unbareable answer to satisfy the 'hunger' of life-searcher.


Nowadays, we find that most of high school leavers would seek a chance to get in medical line. Even our government has promoted such scholarship to pursue in medicine, and that will be such opening for most of them. When they were already tied with this ONLY chance, they apparently will put anything else instead of medicine course into spareparts. Why does this happen? Though we know exactly what type of courses will determine our country's develepmont. Economic, Biotechnology, Accountancy, Engineering and etc. So why did they still prone to be in medical line?


In advance, we should know that a being a doctor wont make us live in richness and luxirious. The doctor wont became 'rich' enough to live happily, because we will serve for goverment once graduated. And becoming a goverment servant is like creating limitation in our money flow..since we have been credited into boundary of services, being given inadequate salary compared to the 6 years of studying-challenging life, though your will have the guaranteed job. Some said they will earn additional salary by involving as LOCUM/part time at the clinics, or even built up their own clinic to become rich. But is it all about a doctor? About greediness of making money?


Move out your mind now. As a becoming doctor, you will be tortured for about 6 years of studying. And you already have been informed about this. Yet you still want to become a doctor. Comaparing to other courses, such as engineer, they will get an early job when 23++ but a doctor, it will be 25++ right? by the time you just have to enter into the world of working, they already 'matured' into it, more seniority than you are. But it is your own pledge to live in hell first, before can smell the sweetness of pardise. When you are 25++, people around you were already getting married and even some would have tons of children, yet you still staying single and alone. When will your get married? 30++? oH wrinkles everywhere!

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That's all people would think about a doctor. Even if didnt do it, they will say so. So it wont bother if you do or dont. I bet all of you have your very own reason to be the doctor.


An unknown doctor once said,

IF YOU DONT HAVE A REASON TO BE A DOCTOR, SO STAY AWAY


It might sound harsh, up to your own intepretation. Thus, have smile awhile and think about it, maybe he has the meaning of saying such that statement. Everything we do should have a reason, even things happened also with reason. Some will say it is nothing and trash-talking when it comes to find a reason. But will you have a courage to put out mouth to tell your vey own reason.


If you want the example of reasons/excuses,

  1. The doctor can make tons of money, in terms of becoming a specialist you will earn at least rm100,000++ a month. It is lots right?
  2. The doctor will have a guarenteed job. Once graduated, you will be placed in any hospital. You just need to move your ass and do your work.
  3. You like to see gallens of blood smirking out of veins. It's beautifOOL
  4. The doctor will be very honoured. Everybody will respect your in whatever you do.
  5. The doctor is very famous. You will take every praises, fame in grante. Because you think you deserve to be one.
Let us share some passion or insanity of becoming a doctor. In accordance to excessive thinking and surveys, i gather some of best thoughts of becoming a doctor. People might say something uncomfortable if you said something, but it is all your life. And life is too short to be wasted. If you want to be a great doctor, be sincered to yourself first. Sincerity is all by means of becoming perfect. The doctor will need to face too many challenges onwards. Being teased by patient, scolding by your senior doctor, no time for 'lepak2', no time for holiday, less time with family, all time with jobs. Yeah you may find it eerie to hear but FACE it. FACE THE REALITY YOU CHOSE. If you have those sincerity in you, you will easily curb with any of this problems.


When becoming the doctor, 1st year..you stich the patient VERY carefully..4years after, you stich it just considerately...10 years after, you stich them VERY roughly! Why? is it because you are boring with your work. Bare in mind, they are also human, have feeling, felling pains. Put smile on your face everyday and you will be a great doctor. Which one do you prefer? Being a nice doctor or just an ordinary doctor.

Patients will find doctors as their secret-keepers. So if you already given trust, be nice, be polite, be delighted because there is somebody trust you more than ever. As the patients, they want you to be more than a doctor, they want you to be you bestfren where they can share problems, thoughts and etc. It's sound dramatic but this is what a doctor should have to. You know why? you shouldnt think that because you are the doctor and they are your patient, you feel superior than them. And if you want to say to those engineers, even you cant build statue, building, and etc, you yourself is also in couse of human engineering. You have all knowledges of human body, creation, and etc. So you are the Human Engineer! And why did I said earlier that you should have the same level to the patient?because...


THE PATIENT HIMSELF/HERSELF IS A 'DOCTOR', IN TERMS OF TEACHING THE VALUES OF LIFE, THE UNPREDICTION OF DEATH, AND ETC...

You will have your own reason, nobody has the right to object it. It is about you and your life.



p/s= erm better watch the movie Patch Adam, you'll find the answer. Any suggestion?

Friday, September 19, 2008

NIGHTMARE??TILIK??PETANDA

Sejauh manakah pandangan anda tentang perkara2 ini? segala perkara ini terasa bagai suatu cetusan baru dalam kehidupan.


Kadang2 apabila kita bermimpi pada waktu malam, dan keesokan harinya kita bangun..kita tiba2 sahaja akan lupa mimpi tersebut..mengapa?? Dan terdapat sesetengah mimpi akan terngiang2 apabila kita bgun dr tidur..

Ya kalau mimpi2 yg indah kita akan seronok keesoknnya..
tapi jika mimpi yg menakutkan??NIGHTMARE?? Adakah kita akan menyedapkn hati sahaja dengan mengatakan,


" Eleh, tu mainan syaitan je tu..."
Dan kemudian kita akan mengabaikan sahaja mimpi itu...kerana instuisi kita mengatakan syaitan cuba memanipulasi minda separa sedar kita. Namun, pernahkah kita terdengar ttg segolongan manusia yg mempunyai kebolehan mentafsir mimpi? Dan ternyata kebolehan itu
'gifted' dari Allah.

Nabi Yusuf, seorang pesuruh Allah yg diberi kebolehan mentafsir mimpi warga penjara..pernah seketika seorang banduan mengajukan mimpinya, seekor burung makan roti atas kepalanya dan Nabi Yusuf berjaya mentafsirnya dengan jayanya. Baginda juga menafsirkan mengenai mimpinya di mana di dalamnya terdapat 11 bintang, bulan dan matahari tunduk kepadanya. Dan penafsirananya? Adik beradiknya yang dengki kepadanya akhirnya mengakui kesalahan mereka apabila adik yg pling disayanginya , Bunyamin merupakan orang pertama yang menyedari kewujudan Nabi Yusuf sebagai gabenor Mesir ketika itu.
TAKE NOTE HERE---> Segolongan ahli astrologi membuat penyelidikan mengenai 11 bintang dalam mimpi yang tunduk kepada Nabi Yusuf dan setakat ini berjaya dibuktikan 9 bintang itu, ( merujuk kepada 9 planet) telah berjaya ditemui dalam bimasakti. Bagaimana dengan 2 planet lagi? masih dalam pencarian..
MIMPI BUKAN SUATU PERKARA MAINAN..LEBIH2 LAGI MIMPI SEORANG PESURUH ALLAH
Bagaimana pula dengan DEJA VU? Kebanyakan kita tidak mengetahui mengenai perkara ini. Sedangkan Deja Vu itulah adalah suatu fenomena fisiologi yang berlaku dalam kehidupan seharian kita. Mengikut ahli sains, Deja Vu terjadi apabila minda separa sedar kita mula menguasai badan, di mana kita seolah2 jasad yang tidak bernyawa. Namun demikian, mereka tetap tidak dapat menyelesaikan misteri Deja Vu ini secara logik akal 100%. Dan mereka turut mengakui terdapat penjelasan dari sudut agama yang lebih utuh dan relevan berbanding andaian semata2 yang mereka lakukan.
Mengikut penjelasan agama secara global, Deja Vu dikatakan suatu percernaan roh di alam roh, di mana roh mengambil alih perjalanan hidup kita untuk seberapa ketika semasa kita tidur, pengsan atau koma. Roh merupakan jisim bernyawa, iaitu sebahagian daripada diri yang mengawal segala urat2 nadi, saraf, fisiologi dan etc. Roh mempunyai alamnya yang lain, di mana ketika badan tidak berfungsi. Namun sedemikian, terdapat penganut agama yang tidak mempercayai kewujudan roh sebagai nadi kehidupan dan bagi mereka kehidupan hanya ketika hidup di dunia, tiada istilah kehidupan selepas mati.

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TILIK?ramalan?dan yg sewaktu dengannya..mungkin tidak asing lagi bagi kita. Kadang2 kita menyelak2 helaian majalah..helaian warkah..dan tepintas mengenai horoskop bulanan, berdasarkan buruj2 yg ditentukan. Dan kadang2 terdetik di hati kita untuk memikirkan akan kebenaran kenyataan2 horoskop sedemikian. Betul bukan? Manakan tidak sbb horoskop itu meliputi semua aspek: cinta, kewangan, emosi dan etc
Horoskop merupakan suatu agenda hiburan masyarakat zaman lalu, yang mempercayai ramalan merupakan suatu perkara hakikat. Mereka yang naif akan mempecayai segala ramalan yang ditilik oleh tukang tilik, seolah-olah takdir mereka ditentukan oleh penilik tersebut. Jika penilikan itu membawa erti malang, mereka akan segera mendapatkan bomoh untuk MENUKAR takdir mereka tersebut kepada nasib yang lebih baik.
Masyarakat dinihari turut bermain sekam dengan horoskop ini. Mungkin ia kelihatan mudah, tetapi tidak semudah bebanan yang bakal kita pikul. Jiwa dan emosi kita akan mudah terperangkap dengan janji2 manis sang horoskop. Sebaliknya begitu jua jika sang horoskop berkata nista. Golongan belia merupakan sasaran utama yg sering menjdi mangsa aniaya horoskop. Mereka yang naif akan senang2 sahaja terpedaya dengan janji manis horoskop.
Sepakatan golongan alim ( sila merujuk kpd yg lebih pakar ) pernah menyatakan, seseorang yg percaya terhadap horoskop boleh dikategorikan syirik, kerana mempercayai kuasa lain selain Allah. Di samping itu juga, dikatakan mereka2 yg mempunyai keinginan utk menyelak dan melihat horoskop2 tersebut juga dikategorikan syirik kecil, belum mempercayainya lagi.

Kaki ini kadang2 melangkah jauh. Melalui laluan org ramai dan mata ini terpandang sebuah kedai. Ramalan Cina melalui tapak tangan. Pak tilik akan meminta kita menghulurkan tangan dan dia kan mengamatinya beberapa minit. Telapak tangan akan dicucuk2 oleh jemari tuanya. Dan kemudian dia akan bingkas menyenaraikan ramalan2 spt nasib baik, nasib malang, kematian dan etc. Mungkin apa yang dinyatakan oleh Pak tilik adalah andaian semata2 dan kita sewenang2nya mempercayai ramalan itu sehingga kelihatan seperti kita sendiri yang mencipta takdir itu.

Nostradamus? Ya seorang nujum terkemuka abad 16 dan berjaya membuktikan kebenaran ramalan2nya..spt kejadian 11 september, kematian Princess Diana, kemunculan Adolf Hitler dan etc. Masyarakat yg hidup sezaman dengannya mengatakan dia adalah jelmaan syaitan, yg diperintahkan utk memporakperrandakan masa hadapan manusia. Dan kebanyakan ramalannya hanya terbukti slps kematiannya..dan dia juga meramalkn kemtian dia sendiri.


"You will not find me alive by sunrise."

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Adakah mimpi untuk mempunyai suatu tujuan tertentu? Saya percaya mimpi dan tilikan itu bukanlah suatu yg sia2. Dan sesungguhnya Tuhan tidak pernah menciptakan atau menjadikan atau mewujudkan suatu perkara dengan sia2. Mungkin kadang2 kala kita perlu meneliti sendri hikmah di sebalik kejadian2 ini....
jikalau mimpi itu bermakna suatu pemberitahuan awal..bukankah kita patut sedar dengan lebih awal juga..jgn sampai terlmbat..dan kita melepas...huhuh


p/s=macamna kalau mimpi itu berlaku bulan puasa?di mana syaitan tiada? =) pening2...

Sunday, September 14, 2008

GRADUATED DARI MARDI

Tanggal 12hb, aku officially grduated from MARDI yeay!haha. Walaupn hanya sempt bkerja selama 1bulan 2minggu shj di sana, tp kenangan di sana merupakan suatu perkara yg tidak mungkin dilupakan. Di sana, aku mendalami ilmu bioteknologi dan ternyata itu sudah terpensong sama skli drp kos yg aku bakal ambil selepas. Namun, pilihanku utk bekerja sementara di sana mmg tepat!dan aku tidak menyesal, walaupn terpaksa mengorbankan waktu tidur siangku, mengorbankn waktu enjoy ngn kwn2 sempena cuti panjang ini...semata2 utk mengisi kekosongan ruangan hidup selagi masih ada

Jam di dinding menyatakn waktunya suda tiba, jarum 4 terpacul setibanya. Mereka memnggilku utk meraikan majlis perpisahanku di sebuah bilik mesyuarat BT3. Hati ini sungguh sayu, memandangkan hari ini merupakan detik2 terakhir aku akan berpaksi di MARDI sebagai seorang pkerja. oh222..
Seorang pengelola majlis, Kak Jamiah ( aku kna pggil Mak cik Ah,sebab die mak kwn aku Jepp hoho) menjalankan aktiviti sempena majlis itu. Aktiviti yg kami jalankan=

  1. teka peribahasa
  2. teka simpulan bahasa
  3. regu
  4. lukis2 pastu teka (aku dipaksa lukis!)

hahah bila main permainan tersebut, terasa mcm kanak2 ribena plak. Semua org bertukar perangai nk rebut2 haha..xkisahla sape2 pn yg berpangkat apa2 sekali pn.smua orang kelihatan begitu enjoy skli!dan aku terasa sangat bahagia ( nk jugak !). Kadang2 mainan2 cmni kita main masa kita kanak2 je, makin kita mmbesar mkin kita melupakan permainan2 ni...sangat rugi..padahal mainan2 ini akan menyingkap memori kanak2 kita..seronok kot! Selepas selesai permainan tersebut, aku diminta memberi ucapan sepatah dua kata..(wah23~kelam-kabut aku nk bercakap spontan ni)..Disebabkan kekangan mulut utk berbicara, aku meng'pass' kpd org lain dahulu utk memulakan ucapan..bajet!Oleh itu, ucapan dimulakan oleh Kak Azlina selaku bos labku..

Jam hampir menunjukkan pukul 5, debaran waktu kian berkahir. Aku masih tersipu dibadai ombak keruan. Hati sangat berat untuk meninggalkn MARDI pada waktu yg singkat ini. Dan sekarang merupakan waktuku menyusun kalam terakhir utk menyusup segenap bicara mereka. Dengan seantero keberanian, aku bingkas bangun melontar suara..

" Saya sangat terharu dan seronok sepanjang bekerja di sini. Saya sebagi seorang lelaki tidak mampu mengalirkan air mata keseronokan+hiba. Tetapi saya hnya mampu merintih+menangis dalam hati sahaja ya..dan blalalbalabal333" ujarku. (haha terasa poyo yang amat!)

" Chewah Ayat! " herdik mereka serentak

Ketika pada itu, Dr Zamri selaku Bos besar di situ masuk utk meraikan majlis itu. Dia hanya ujar padaku supaya meneruskan bicaraku.

" Perkara paling penting yg saya belajar dr sini ialah kematangan seratus peratus. Mungkin saya yg plaing muda dan anda2 sume lebih tua dari saya di sini, dan pada mulanya saya sangat takut jika saya tidak dapat msuk cucuk dalam perbulanan anda, dan ternyata jangkaan saya meleset. Kakak2 dan Abang2 kt sini semua baik2 belaka,'' ujarku dgan nada mendayu2...

" Tua sangat ke kami ni" ujar Kak Zura. Oh aku tersalah cakap, bukan TUA ttp lebih BERUSIA hahaha!aku membetulkan statemnt ku masa itu..bajet cover

Dan tibalah masanya Dr Zamri memberikan ucapan penutup. Beliau dgan petahnya berbicara seindah pawana. Aku meneliti setiap perkataan yg terselaput dr bibir mulutnya. Dan ternyata beliau memberikan kata2 semangat dan beberapa selingan motivasi yang sgt memberangsangkan.

'' Awak nnt En.Afiq, carilah kehidupan yg lebih bermakna. Saya berkwn dgn org2 medic dan kebnyakan mereka terlalu obses dgn bekerja sehingga tiada ruang bergembira. Saya xmahu awak jd org mcm tu sbb saya tau awak ni jenis lain skit. Jgan telalu asik ngn stetoskop ya!Smoga En.Afiq lebih bersemngat utk belajar nnt ya,'' herdik Dr Zamri padaku hohoh. Terasa matang apabila Dr. Zamri memnggilku dgn panggilan 'Encik' itu.

Dan detik2 pulang sudah semakin hampir..dan aku kian resah mahu meninggalkan pejabat itu. Ternyata Kak Ah menyatakan dia ada satu kejutan lagi utk saya! Wah2 apakah ia?? JENG333. Sebelum itu dia meminta izin kpd saya, sama ada saya ini seorg yg open-minded ke tidak. Lalu sya cakap la " Saya memang dilahirkan open-minded hoho "...Kak Ah meraba2 beg kertasnya, dan kelihatan sebujur bingkai gambar terpacul dengan tidak semena2..Apakah itu?? Aku masih bingung tertanya2 Adoi2..




" Kawan2, ini gambar Afiq mse die darjah 6, Kak Ah amik gambar ni dlm bilik anak Kak Ah, Afiq ni kawan anak Kak Ah, Zhafri. So, cbe kite trace mana satu Afiq?? Boleh kawan2??'' Kak Ah pn menghulurkan bingkai gambar itu kepada org ramai. Dan aku sgt terkejut! Sedangkan aku sudah hilang gambar itu...Sudah hilang kenangan cilikku pada masa lalu...

" Comel dan Gemoknya kau Afiq!" kedengaran suara2 halus merobek suasana.

Tiada kusangka majlis keraianku semeriah ini. Aku sangat2 terharu dan berterima kasih kepada semua ahli BIOTECHNOLOGY LAB 3..dengan memori yg singkat ini, tidak mungkin mudah utk aku melupakan segala perkara yg berlaku ini. Dan dengan memori yang Kak Ah terbitkan semula dalam nostalgiaku, tidak mungkin utk aku melupakan siapa diri aku (siapakah aku??haha).. Selaku pengakhirannya, majlis penyampaian hadiah dijalankan dengan meriahnya. Aku menerima sebungkus hadiah yg berat, sekeping kad ucapan dan juga sehelai lab coat (bak kata mereka bwk ke India supaya aku ingt mereka haha) .Dengan ucapan tulus ikhlas dr semua Ahli BT3, aku menyalam dan memeluk (men only) tanda kalangun TERIMA KASIH YANG TERAMAT DAN SEMOGA KITA DIRAHMATI OLEH ALLAH SEPANJANG HAYAT!

p/s= arini ada majlis berbuka puasa MARDi BT3 di Village View, Bangi..nyum2...hehe

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

LEARN TO SAY 'NO'

It is very hard to say 'NO' right? In a very rough overview, it is said that some human will not easily put NO in their words of conversation and hardly to say it loud. For your information, saying NO is not just attempt to prove we are negative, opposite, damn bad or whatsoever. In contrary, NO is also an indication to prove that you are innocent, independent and also in a state of unreliable. But still, it would be very hard to some of us to say NO, in many aspects...

Let see whether you have enough courage to say NO in these mere conditions...

  1. Your teacher really want you to participate in the International competition, but you are about to have a very important examination, that will determine your own future. Thus, you dont want to let your teacher leaves in dissapointment , but you know if your participate the competition, you can hardly manage to cope with your study..then your future is torn apart.
  2. In a society, they put all the words of agreement to vote you as a leader of the society. But if there's a chance, you likely dont want to receive that such acknowledgment because you know that you dont really have capability to lead people. Contradictively, you dont want let them down after they put trust on you.
  3. You have 2 closest friends, which is each of them have different personalities. One fine day, both of them are asking you to accompany to go for shopping. The probs is, each of them is heading different mall. Times Square and Mid valley. You would like to go to Times Square but what will you say to one that heads to Mid Valley?
  4. Someone is giving you sum of money, in mind as bribe. But he just want you to help him with the signature to make sure that his action will be proven legal. You know that bribing or corruption is very incomprehensive. In fact, he just want a single signature, and you will be given money as a reward.
  5. You are very tired after a long whole day of working. And then your phone is ringing. Your friend want you to help him with his brokendown car. In reality, you are not so close with him and he should have other friend to come help him out. You are quite mad upon his action of taking opportunity on you.
  6. The next day, some crowded of people are backstabbing you without noticing they are talking behind you. They are accusing you of your irresponsibility action. But you know that you are innocent and want to seek the truth. will you stand forth to defend yourself?
Saying NO is not wrong, in fact in some circumstances it would be very necessary indeed. So why not trying to be little bit selfish for your own sake?or else anyone's sake?
Dont let everything burden on you and never take things for granted.
So, learn to say NO..

p/s= It's indeed very hard to say NO. If only you can imagine in a very harsh condition. Let us try to put aside other heart. Think about yours first. Be wise too ^___^

Sunday, September 7, 2008

LELAKI DARI PLUTO, WANITA DARI ZUHAL

Lelaki mempunyai pelbagai bibik persamaan dengan seorang wanita. Mungkin tidak pada rupa paras, suara, tingkah laku dan sebagainya. Tetapi senandung lalu pernah menyatakan, '' Apabila seorang lelaki berdiri di hadapan cermin, akan terpapar imej di dalamnya, dan ketahuilah imej itu adalah wanita''


Objek sebenar serta imej pada natijahnya kelihatan serupa. Tetapi tidak sama. Sekali lagi diingatkn SERUPA tetapi tidak SAMA~ dan di mana ketidaksinonim itu berlaku? Mari sama2 kita lihat dan ambil serba-serbi

EMOSI

Apabila seseorg lelaki itu merajuk atau dalam kesedihan, usah dikau menyusahkan dirimu utk memujuk pada masa itu juga. Silap2 pujukan itu akan dibalas dengan maki hamun serta sumpah seranah yg mungkin tidak dijangkau akal fikiran. Apatah lagi jika dia sedang marah berapi. Api yang panas jangan sekali-kali disimbah minyak, mau meletus!
Mereka lebih mahu bersendirian dan berfikir secara waras buat suatu masa, tidak kira masa yg panjang atau pendek. Sewajarnya itulah yg dilakukan kebanyakan kaum adam dinihari. Dan apabila waktunya tiba utk dipujuk dan disejukkan, pergilah mulakan tugas penyejukan ya! ^__^

Kontradiksinya, seorang wanita sgt2 rasa memerlukan apabila berada dalam kondisi sedih, marah dan dll. Bagi mereka, tempt utk luahan rasa ketidakpuasan hati serta marah amat perlu. Tidak kira siapa jua sekali pun yg ada, emosi mereka senang dibaur suasana. Dan jika tidak terkawal mampu membuatkan orang sekeliling tidak senang duduk. Mereka lebih gemar menitiskan air mata. Senang mengalami gangguan emosi jika bebanan yang ditanggung mencabar kesabaran. Agak sensitif tetapi bukan bermakna merajuk cuma mahukan perhatian ^(^__^)^

EGO

Ego seorang lelaki sebenarnya adalah 2kali ganda berbanding wanita. Dia tidak akan mudah mengaku salah, jauh sekali mengutarakn ucapan 'maaf'. Jangan dicabar sebarang perkara kerana cabaran itu mampu membuatkan kaum adam bertindak di luar jangkaan pemikiran. Keegoaan lebih terserlah dalam percintaan, di mana sesetengah mereka tidak senang2 akan mengatakan ayat2 cinta.

Ego seorang wanita turut dirasai pabila berhadapan dgn orang yg tersayang, tidak akan mengaku kalah dengan cepat. Merajuk merupakan suatu aspek menyerlahkan keegoaan selaku seorang wanita dan secara tidak langsung rajukan seorang wanita mampu menurunkan ego seorang lelaki. Wanita kalah dalam menyatakan ketinggian ego, sebabnya??kebanyakan mereka mampu mengalirkan air mata dengan mudah. So menandakan ego wanita pada tahap yg boleh ditangani.

PEMIKIRAN

Lelaki lebih cenderung pemikiran yg bebas dan meliputi segala aspek, tidak kira positif dan negatif. Keupayaan lelaki untuk berfikir secara rasional adalah dua kali ganda berbanding wanita, kerana kurniaan pemikiran yg ke hadapan. Sesetengah lelaki mempunyai fikiran yg simple, dia tidak mencampuradukkan perkara2 remeh atau masalah dlm kehidupan, malahan mengutamakn yg lebih2 penting. Senang melupakan perkara yang sakit, jika diberikan masa dan peluang untuk berfikir secara rasional. Jika melibatkan hal2 keindahan dan artisitik, serahkan kepada lelaki kerana mereka mempunyai tahap kreativiti yg lebih hebat.

Wanita lebih terbawa2 oleh emosi dalam menentukan tindakan, Kata2nya kadang2 merupakan emosi dan bukannya pemikirannya. Mempunyai kredibiliti pemikiran yg telus, teliti dan cermat. Pemikiran yang bulat, iaitu kebyakan perkara yg dilakukan adalah positif semata2, so sebarang negatif seperti rokok akan dipandang jauh ke bawah lembah hina. Kurang berfikir panjang atas sesuatu perkara tetapi mampu memikirkan sesuatu perkara yang remeh sedalam2nya sehingga menimbulkan keresahan dan kegelisahan (naluri ibu).

APAKAH KESINAMBUNGAN ANTARA EMOSI, EGO DAN PEMIKIRAN?

PEMIKIRAN MENCETUSKAN GANGGUAN EMOSI DAN KETINGGIAN EGO...

EGO MENJADI HALANGAN KESTABILAN EMOSI DAN MENTALITI PEMIKIRAN..

EMOSI MAMPU MENGALAHKAN EGO SERTA PEMIKIRAN YG RASIONAL..

P/s= ini hanyalah beberapa hakikat yang dapat saya cetuskan dari sudut mata kaca ini serta sahabat2. Mungkin anda lebih arif tentang perkara2 terlibat. Sama2lah menguasai ilmu psikologi ^__^

Saturday, September 6, 2008

WAR WITHOUT PEACE

Human's desire of power, fame, prosperity and exclamity..leads to highest level of human-being. They seek war without endless aim. The great will pledge the weak one, till diminshed to the ash. History already meant to tell us, on how those previous wars were nothing but crap ondoing by human's hands.

Bleed your own belief, why do they even create war even peace is more acceptance? People around the world are wagging their hands to say NO to war, but still...war was already went far and will further develop to the greatest satisfaction


There goes the unforgotten stories by the untold history..

CIVIL WAR
A civil war is "a violent conflict within a country fought by organized groups that aim to take power at the center or in a region, or to change government policies". For instance, this war would take more than a century to resolve everything. The main agenda is political action, where some organization will come forth by all actions to take down one greatest power. Shah Jehan of Taj Mahal was even being taken throne by his own blood.
The monarchy and dictatorism are the major cause of civil war

WORLD WAR
A world war is a war affecting the majority of the world's most powerful and populous nations. The world war seems to be known among us because it did happened just before us, our ancestors would know better since they experienced every single moments. Starting by the great power of German, leads to Nazi's conquership. Such named Adolf Hitler, who's on earth wont refused to know him. The rise of Japan had told us the spirit of patriotic would be the highest willpower of all, then Kamikaze they used to.
Apart from that, it would never end just like that, since the elongation of Cold War will take part. In evidence, the effect of international affair between Russia and United States in all sorts.

HOLY WAR
What is it? simple, the war in all causes happened by religious differences. Bad perception and misintepretion of faith will give rise to war. History already told us that this type of war is happening untill now. We used to know since each of us have own sacred faith to protect, by hook or by crook. But how did it burst? Deep knowledge and self-consideration towards unsimilar religion should be practical, so everyone can live in peace. The taken of Jerusalem, Holy war of King Richard the Lionheart, and True warrior Salahuddin al-Ayubi were enough told us on how faith and depth belief are accompanied together.


NOW...
The endless war of Palestine and Israel...
The bombardment of Lebanon by United States...
Human-right action on Iraq?
Newly broken story of Georgia and Russia...
The very sad condition of south Thailand...
The threat of United States towards Iran...



IS THIS WHAT WE CALL LIVE FOR PEACE???


''PEACE NO WAR''??


I THINK IT SHOULD BE...


''WAR WITHOUT PEACE''

p/s= no one will raise their hand, to stand up responsibilities of casualties, damaging building, broken heart of the young, death and etc. Let us pray for realization of human heart, desire, lust, greed and etc. Aminnn. I feel used to be war enthusiast~










Friday, September 5, 2008

KEIKHLASAN ITU SUATU SYIFA'






Syifa?? nama lain bg penawar..dan mengapa keikhlasan itu kukatakan suatu penawar. Mungkin terlalu besar skop ini utk sesetengah kita mentafsir secara diskrit. Namun bukalah mata hati kita untuk sendiri menilai harga sebuah keikhlasan itu...


Dalam melalui liku-liku kehidupan ini kita sering dihadapkan dengan pelbagai macam masalah. Dan jika kita temui jalan buntu dalam kehidupan, dengan tidak semena2 kita akan mudah mengaku kalah...malahan mungkin jua bertindak bodoh~


Kepentingan Ikhlas itu....


KES 1
Mengapa kita begitu malas beribdah. Baru puasa sikit dah mengeluh beribu tahun. Baru solat 5 waktu kita tidak mampu melakukan sebaik mungkin. Apatah lagi perkara2 kebaikan sunat dan harus yang lain?? begitulah realiti ragam manusia. Secara zahirnya, tersembunyi sedetik naluri manusia yg sudah berkuntum sejak azali. Manusia tidak akan senang2 mengambil2 perkara2 yang jauh pada pandangan mata, malah perkara yg terpacul di depan mata turut diabaikan. Mereka tidak akan sesekali mudah percaya terhadap perkara yg pasti tetapi mudah cenderung cenderung terhadap ketidakpastian. Pahala itu suatu subjek yg pasti, cuma tidak terlihat oleh mata~lalu perasaan ragu-ragu melawan perkara pasti tersebut. Di mana peranan IKHLAS itu?


Orang yg Ikhlas (1) akan berkata, '' Aku beribadat utk mencari keredhaan-Nya''
Orang yg Ikhlas (2) akan berkata, '' Aku beribadat utk mendapat pahala dan syurga''


YANG MANA SATU KELIHATAN LEBIH IKHLAS??ANDALAH PENENTUNYA...


Cuba kita salurkan kes 1 dalam situasi majikan dan pekerjanya. Majikan akan menyangi pekerja yg melakukan kerja keras tanpa meminta gaji lebih berbanding pekerja yg bekerja keras supaya gajinya dinaikkan dan pangkat diberi. Tetapi kedua2nya pada tahap ikhlas, cuma yang mana satu lebih berkualiti keikhlasannya..andalah penentunya..


KES 2
Sejauh manakah ketaatan anda terhadap ibu bapa anda? Apakah balasan yg anda pinta setelah dewasa diri ini? Bukan mudah utk mencari alasan yg kukuh, atas sebab apa kita menjaga mereka. Sejak dari kecil mereka mendidik, menjaga, membersihkan najis kita dan pelbagai lagi. Namun, realiti yg kita dapat lihat dlm masyarkat kini adalah pergaduhan adik-beradik merebut harta, ibu bapa dihantar ke pusat2 penjagaan apabila sudah tua, penderhakaan terhadap mereka dan bermacam2 lagi. Di mana pejuang IKHLAS yg kita cari?


JIKA KITA IKHLAS TERHADAP MEREKA....
  1. Kita tidak akan mengungkit harta yg mereka beri..kerana kasih sayang yg dicurah tidak layak diukur dengan secupak harta tersebut.
  2. Tidak pernah akan terlintas di kantung fikiran untuk menyumbat mereka ke pusat penjagaan. Atas alasan???mereka sudah tua, byk kerenah, menyusahkan, sibuk dan etc. Sedangkan ketika kita setahun jagung, mereka tidak lelap tidur ketika si anak berbunyi, tidak sempat bersembang kerana sibuk mencari rezeki, tidak sanggup menyuap nasi ke dlm mulut sendiri selagi anak tidak kenyang.
  3. Tidak menyimpan dendam atas apa bentuk pengajaran, pukulan yg pernah hinggap ke bidik tubuh ini. Jika tidak, tidak mungkin sekali kita kan terbentuk seperti individu hari ini. Individu yg bergelar ORANG

KES 3

Kadang2 manusia akan berbangga betapa ramainya kawan yang dia miliki. Kawan2 adalah segal2nya bagi dia, sehingga sanggup mengetepikan perkara2 yg lebey penting dalam kehidupan ini. Kawan ibarat punya pertalian darah sesama mereka, umpama mati kawan matilah diri ini. Mungkin keterlanjuran dalam bersahabat mampu membuahkan sesuatu yg positif dan juga negatif sebaliknya. Namun, bagaimana kita mengatasi situasi tersebut??

  • Kita mempunyai seorg kawan baik, semua perkara sensitif diceritakan kepadanya. Pendek kata, tiada rahsia yg berselindung antara mereka. Suatu hari A mengetahui bhawa B seorang yg pernah melakukan SATU kejahatan sahaja. Akibat hasutan dan pengaruh kawan2 lain, A sanggup menjauhi B. Nilai persahabatan mereka selama SEPULUH tahun punah akibat SATU perbuatan sahaja.

  • Sepasang sahabat karib, B dan C telah berkawan sejak kecil. Namun, keakraban itu disalhtafsir oleh C lalu C menaruh perasaan terhadap B. B enggan menyintai C kerana baginya persahabatan lebih penting drp percintaan.

  • Beberapa org sahabat, C, D, E, F, dan G menyukai seorg wanita. Masing2 berebut membuktikan kehebatan tersendiri. Tanpa disedari, jurang persahabatan antara mereka kian menghakis jauh.

p/s= Terlalu besar skop keikhlasan itu, namun kita sering menutup pemikiran ini terhadap perkara2 yg sangat terlalu kecil dan remeh sehingga selebihnya diabaikan.



Wednesday, September 3, 2008

OH NO! THE BLOOD WAS SPILT EVERYWHERE!

How was this cute rabbit have been treated?hohoh. After days of working, finally i got the chance to inject and sampling its blood. But it was so hillarious haha. I found it couldnt be as easy as I thought. Plus, its cute face + shallow eyes, none of those fragile heart wont burst a tear haha. Below were some pics of us having conducting this experiment.




The team formation = me, abg Iqmal, Kak Shina, Kak Gayah n Kak Azlina (boss)

For the 1st blood sampling, they urged me to make a move but i greatly refused because im afraid I could be very clumsy haha. So i passed the syringe to Kak Shina first, they were just laughing around for my hesitation, or else my cowardly act haha.
Kak Shina was very expert, she told me to rub amount of xylene back of the rabbit's ears, to dilute its blood vessels. So we can determine where exactly to put the sharpen syringe. Kak Gayah also told me that she was kinda afraid of seeing flowing blood.


'' Kak Gayah xleh tgk la darah2 ni...nk pitam ler''

Then suddenly the blood burst out~'' BUSH~!!!

'' Wuargh, tolong~xmau tgk darah ni..sian!''

That was it. She tempted to move away her head, whilst hands still closing the rabbit's ears. Turn moved to the 2nd rabbit, and im holding the rabbit ( refered to the aboved pics ) shaked heavily. hohoho. overexcitement I guessed. So I mistook a quite wild rabbit, urghhh~ it was so fierce, even one bit my lil finger!aiyo it was FINGER afterall not CARROT.

I got my first rabbit's injection! And it was quite hard to find the comprehended vein. It went rampage like pig

  1. 1st attempt= I missed the spot, I've poked the wrong placed, where blood actually didnt even come out hahha
  2. 2nd attempt= Still ongoing with finding the spot....and still the blood refused to burst out
  3. 3rd attempt= Aha! I've got the big one vein~blood started to flow rapidly

It was so annoying. The amount was out of expectation, one test tube wont be enough and blood still flowing like hell. It even spilt to the ground, and some drops hit my socks. owh. My socks were half coloured. I didnt know to stop the bleeding, since it was appplied to an animal rather than human. If it was human, easily washed thoroughly on the particular spot. But the fact it was rabbit afterall, full of fur, so i tend to use any chemical solution to let it end. Time passed out, 15minutes gone, and the bleeding started to halt. the rabbit was looking pale, due to lost of blood. Pity him.. I wonder what happens if I apply my skill towards human-being...trying couple times before find out the spot or else the simptom...and when it does found, the person is Dying or DIED already as well!~HAHAHHAA


AKU CUBA MENJADI ARTISAN JALANAN...

Erm disebabkan keboringan yg membara sepjg cuti 3bulan ini, dengan tidak semena-mena jari-jemariku meligat laju. Kucapai sebatang berus lukisan yg halus..sambil jemari yg lain meraba2 di mana perginya perkakas tulisan yg lain.

Anak mataku ditangkap pegun melihat set poster colour Buncho adikku dlm bilikku. Lalu kucapai apa yg terdetik masa itu.


hohoho

Apa patut kulakukan? Aku tidak boleh duduk kaku tanpa melakukan sebarang perkara

Ehem

Yes idea tiba tanpa diduga

yeah3

aku memoyokan diri sebentar....mengelamun seketika...terkenang angan2 mahu punya galeri hohoho

Ini adalah lukisan2 yg terlintas dlm fikiranku..erm tp Taj Mahal tu kelihatan seperti masjid heheh..xpe2..then Tree Of Wisdom...V for VEndetta ( versi copycat hoho )...yg Swan emas itu ada maksud tersembunyi hehe

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

10 GOALS OF RAMADHAN AL-MUBARAK ^_______^




1. Eat, drink and be moderate

Almost all of us do it - once Iftaar time hits, we just keep ploughing food and drink into our mouths till it's hard to move afterwards. And those of us who do it know this is totally contrary to the spirit of Ramadan, through which we're supposed to learn self-control not self-indulgence. Let's try to stick to the Prophetic rule on eating: fill our stomachs with one-third food, one-third water and one-third breathing space, even in Ramadan.

2. Give a dollar a day in charity

...or five or ten The Prophet Muhammad, peace and blessings be upon him, was always generous but even more so in Ramadan. Let's open our hearts and dig a little deeper in our wallets this year. Even less than a dollar a day adds up. Whatever you can give, it's the intention that counts.

3. Memorize 4 new Surahs of the Noble Quran

Memorizing the Quran often seems like a daunting task. But the key is doing it in small bites. Since there are four weeks in Ramadan, try to memorize one new Surah a week. Start off with a short, easy one. Once you've started, you'll build momentum and may even want to memorize a longer one the following week.

4. Go to Taraweeh prayers

Post-Iftaar, the first urge is to sleep after an exhausting day. But try your best to head out to the mosque for Taraweeh prayers. Praying alone is wonderful, but doing it in congregation is fantastic. The community spirit is part of Ramadan's blessings. Don't miss it this year. If going every day is not possible, try going at least one week.

5. Attend the Taraweeh prayer in which the recitation of the Quran will be finished

Call the local mosque and find out which day the Imam will be finishing the recitation of the Quran in prayer. Attend to not only hear part of the Quran's recitation in prayer, but also participate in the heart-rending Duas that follow it.

6. Stop swearing and/or backbiting -

with a special box It's hard not to shoot our mouths off when someone's upset us. Whether we utter those four-letter words or backbite about someone to our family and friends, we know this isn't the God-approved way of letting off steam. In Ramadan, when we want to build our spirituality, we've got to wage Jihad against our bad habits. Try this: get a box and every time you catch yourself swearing or backbiting put some money in it. It could be a buck or less. The point is to choose an amount that makes it feel like punishment. At the end of the month send the money to a charity or buy a gift for the person whom you've backbitten the most against.

7. Call/email your relatives

You'd think that given the easy access to email, competitive long-distance calling rates, phone cards, etc. these days, we'd keep in touch with family and friends more often. But the opposite seems to be the case, as we get caught up in life's "busyness."Strengthening ties with family members and keeping in touch with friends is part of our way of life and an act Allah is very pleased with. This Ramadan, call family and friends or at least email them and ask them how their fasting is going.

8. Go on a technology diet

Even if you work in the IT industry, you can do this. Avoid checking personal email and surfing the web during your fast. After Iftaar, instead of plopping yourself in front of the screen, go to Taraweeh. The same goes for the television. The point is to try to give our full attention to spiritual elevation this month.

9. Read 5 minutes of Quran a day

...just five, not more, not less Even if you feel you've got absolutely no time, set a timer or the alarm on your cell phone and find a relatively quiet place. You can read the first page of the Quran you open or follow a sequence. The choice is yours. The point is simply to connect with God through His revelation in the month of the Quran.

10. Forgive everyone who has hurt you

Still got a festering wound from the fight with your friend last year? Still upset about something your spouse said during a heated argument? Or are you still bitter about the way your parents sometimes treated you as a kid? Let go of the anger and pain this Ramadan and forgive those who have hurt you. Forgiving someone is not only good for the body, but it's also great for the soul. And in Ramadan, ten days of which are devoted to Allah's forgiveness, shouldn't we lesser beings forgive too?

If you find it very difficult to forgive everyone, forgive at least three people.Take care and remember me n my falimy in ur duas Insha-Allah... Aameen ^_______^

Monday, September 1, 2008

HAMIDIANS~REFRESH THE MEMORIES

ALHAMDULILLAH...Allah gives us all we need. Hereby I would to contribute our memories to the max. Some of us already left Malaysia for further study, yet some will do the same in nearly time.

where are they??

they were already in Indonesia, Mesir, Jordan, Russia and so on

and yet to come????

this month and so forth, some particular people will be leaving to Republic Czech, and India (whose that?haha)

Next year??yeah there's go some to Japan, United Kingdom, Australia and also Ireland



Let cheerish this memories~~
Let Bloom the powerful of Friendship~~
Till death we torn apart~~
Wherever we are, the present and past should be left unspoken
BUT the next 6 years should be well-spoken
Good Luck to All of Us~InsyaALLAH (>.<)